ramblings of the heart

i lack talent..

i lack experience..

but i'm willing to learn..

i lack discipline..

physically imperfect..

heartache..

soul searching..still searching..

I am in love..

with Allah s.w.t..

truly in love..

wanting to change..only for HIM..

waiting for the moment...

to gain HIS trust...

I am imperfect..

forever weak..

forever walk in the depth of despair..

unknowingly...

fearful..

but with faith of survival..

although sometimes fallen from YOUR grace..

I am only human..

I am weaker than any being..

but stronger in believing..

I am human..

I am weaker than any being..

but stronger in believing..

in nothing else but YOU..

i wish he was here...

you most loved Prophet..

i wish he was here..to help us with life..

oh i envy those who lived by you..

while you lived..they gained everything..

Oh i miss you ya Rasulullah s.a.w

for i wish you were here with us right now..

telling us that everything will be okay..

For i miss you..

For i am weak..

For i need you..

For all i have now is your shalawat.. 

All i have is now..is your shawalat..