Nak Kahwin Dah...

surprised? yes..so am i..never thought that we would finally be getting married. i love him very much..the best thing about our relationship is that we know each other's flaw..and choose to accept it..choose to take responsibility for it..choose to just "redha" with everything..

i'm not saying that we have the most perfect relationship..we are only human..we are flawed. But everyone deserves a second chance..and if you have faith in them..they will change for the better.

I have faith in both him..and HIM. i know in my heart that both him...and HIM will take care of me. Aku cuma boleh berdoa and redha dengan masa depan yang bakal tiba. Apa pun yang mungkin berlaku...aku terima dengan ingatan tulus ikhlas kepada Allah..

insyaAllah impian yang selama ini ku impikan akan dimakbulkan..

i love you Shamsur..kita doalah sama-sama ok.. :)

If Eyes Can See..

it's been awhile since I've been inspired..

by life..

by love..

by the world and its existence..

no one knows what i truly feel..

the love..

the shame..

the loyalty remains..

they look at me and only see abandonment,

if not that..then maybe resentment...

but i worry only for the forsaken..

not of them but more of me..

no one know how much i miss HIM..

but awaits the time where the soul is redeemed..

i wish so hard..so it won't die..

none made it worth the uncanny lie..

but i put faith in faith..as where it should be..

to have faith in HIM, in you..and in me..

yours truly,

Jazlin