Reborn

t has been so long,
since my beauty is missed,
my passion is lost,
but i will find it..i promise,
though it will take time,
for me to heal,
my heart needs to recharge,
and absorb all i feel,
from the past to the present,
new feelings were sealed,
but now the doors are open,
for me to see whats real,
from my journey of growth,
to experience life's entity,
as it cemented it's love in my soul,
only for my existance...for all eternity,

Jazlin Hussin

Faith

my destiny will appear,
on my lap today,
did i earned it all?
is this what i have to pay?
will it be what i wanted,
for so long...
will it? or will i be wrong?
i don't know the answers yet,
and a part of me refuse to know,
but i must take this chance,
if i don't, i won't grow,
i believe...
everything will turn out great,
whatever it may be,
because i don't just have faith in fate,
but because fate has faith in me...

Colors of Life..

blue is confidence the makes his heart start,
the same way his brother influences his heart,
red unleashes the devil he never knew he had,
it makes him aggresive;it makes him mad,
yellow makes him happy;it makes him bright,
guides his sight in the dark light,
purple is power for him to devour,
it's also devotion for his agile motions,
black is mysterious in everything he do,
not just for himself but for his fans too,
orange is different,
like he was born to be,
green is earth like the personality we see,
colours of life brings love to me,
not the love for obssession,
its not as it seemed,
it's the love for his beauty,
its the love for extreme..

Jazlin Hussin

Stay The Same

my life is who i am,
filled with my own beliefs,
for i believe that simplicity is devotion,
and complication is obsession,
as i see life through my own eyes,
and everytime i feel you inside,
please don't touch my thoughts,
this feeling i will not hide,
with hope of feeling you forever,
for your beauty i shall remember,
and my life will always see,
you as the same me forever...

Jazlin Hussin

Through My Eyes

Believe the unbelievable,
and you'll be released,
achieve the impossible,
your destiny's at ease,
love the emotionless,
and your patience will gain,
feel the fearless,
you will experience sweet pain,
hate the hateful,
you are just the same,
adore the adorable,
all you want is fame,
admire the beautiful,
you see what he see,
appreciate his beauty,
then you are me...

Will I Love Him For Him?

Will i like him...
if he's not in the public's eye?
will i watch him...
if he choose not to fly?
will i notice him...
if he didn't own what he owned?
will i look at him...
if his future was stoned?
will i be amazed of him...
if his soul isn't supreme?
will i respect him...
if he's not extreme?
will i adore him...
if he's not insane?
will i care for him...
if he's not in pain?
will i admire him...
if he lost his beauty?
but most importantly...i ask myself this,
will i love him...for who he truly is?

Finally...my honest truth...

It’s difficult to understand where you stand in the world. To realize your importance in the universe...and coming to terms that there are none. What I feel is too significant to reflect in words. It’s too deep for me to describe...it is just an intuitive response to the vibration that the world is sending to me.

Some may think that what I write and what I feel is insignificant in every way. No one should be thinking about a person's significance in the world. All us humans need to worry about is our significance in our own lives and the lives that are affected by us. I know I’m putting too much burden on shoulders that were never meant to carry such weight. But I just can't help myself....

I realize that my friends find me stubborn, unreliable sometimes, selfish, arrogant even righteous. I understand I may not be the best person to choose for a “happy” friendship but I know I am loyal. Never have I made negative comments about my friends behind their backs…and even if I did they would know about it. I am a person who speaks my mind and if I find something that I need to say out loud…I will.

I know I’m not perfect. I don’t follow the groove of others as easily as some people do. I’m not a person who can easily say yes to situations that I don’t agree with. And people hate me for that. Even my friends find it difficult to deal with that part of me. What I ask is not to agree with my opinions…just be honest with yours. I’ve went through too many ups and downs in my life to deal with dishonesty. It’s a crushing feeling that no one seems to understand…to find out that someone you truly trust and you’ve protect, go behind your back to “discuss” about you.

This is by far the loneliest moment in my life….

And that’s my honest truth…